GLOBAL USA, HILLBILLY HEAVEN AND UGLY 'FAMILY?' VALUES TODAY

PLEASE DO NOT READ FURTHER
UNLESS YOUR iQ IS OVER 100 (AVERAGE/NORMAL) AND YOU TAKE ABSOLUTE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO DO, AND SAY, EVERY DAY

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WHY WOULD ANYONE falsely ACCUSE THEIR PARENTS OF DISGUSTING BEHAVIOR?

Please if you can:

"The most frequently reported type of incest is father-daughter incest.^[2] Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is considered a form of child sexual abuse^[3] that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma, a trauma that often does serious and long-term psychological damage, especially in the case of parental incest.^[4] Prevalence is difficult to generalize, but research has estimated 10-15% of the general population as having at least one incest experience, with less than 2% involving intercourse or attempted intercourse.^[5] Among women, research has yielded estimates as high as twenty percent.^[4]"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Incest

CREEPY UGLY STORYS THAT CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER

The weirdest and ugliest world vision and the most frightening creepy at least global thinking I've ever encountered began haunting me about 50 years ago when I met, never biblically, a woman who called herself Brenda Greep then, since known by several legal names, including Brenda Lavender, last I heard who's I'm sure still telling her now more sophisticated (sophistry is, basically, BS) Poor Me Storys thinking of herself as Firebrand and looking for new fresh juicy and not very bright 'friends?' to exploit, all commiserating at an American juvenile movie and TV level of association among adult aged children who, as individuals, perhaps demonstrate why there should be a 'class system' in The USA?

THE AMERICAN MIDDLE CLASS AS CRITERIA FOR ALL THAT'S POSSIBLY CIVIL AND GOOD

A class system defined by a 'middle class' of only The USA's brightest and best scholars, intellectuals and philosophers sharing a common contempt for hypocrites, life(as)style junkies and conArtists today.

A 'class system' defined by graduates of major academic Universities that, in turn, define all that's possibly civil and good where they're located?

A 'class system' where only The USA's brightest best get elected into public (funded) office by socially and otherwise literate populations of 'Sane Americans'?

EVERY GUY HAS HEARD AT LEAST ONE OF THESE UGLY 'POOR ME STORYS'

Every guy has heard at least one Story about the "Monster Father Figure"; who's often away working for a living or in the military, psychologically and physically abusing, torturing, perhaps raping and otherwise annoying girls while an "Angelic Helpless Mother Figure"; who's home about 100% of the time, not driving or working outside the home, doesn't know what's 'happening'?

However, I guess?, since I was born into a flawed but human family and went school and associated with people who were also from human families, Brenda's Story, BS, was the first time I ever heard this sort of stuff.

I was so shocked by the nature of the ugly Story, and sure it was 'made up' the I began making up Storys to tell to Brenda. Storys like I'd been married to someone I knew she knew. A girl I didn't like, Susan Yule, who used to come out to my parent's summer retreat at Wasa Lake. Thinking, at the time, that getting 2 BSers together would be funny.

Since then, 50 years ago, and hearing dozens of similar Poor Me Storys, mostly from girls but also a few from demented boys, and reading about and seeing movies about disgusting bestial family? values, as anyone whose read my blogs can see, I've gained more and more respect for my family (tribe?) I'll refer to as 'The People', or, among Canada's aboriginals and in Japanese, 'Dene'.

HOW HUMAN FAMILY VALUES DIFFER FROM THOSE OF APES, MONKEYS, PIMP GOVERNMENT'S AND/OR ORGANIZED RELIGION'S AGENDA

1. Humans have each other as best friends, not dogs or diamonds or other beasts or other shiny rocks.

2. Humans are aware that human children don't forget anything and that children are the eyes and ears of God you are looking through and hearing with now to read this and perhaps listen to the voices, music and noises in your head accumulating over time into a single, usually deep male, voice commanding you to _________?

Please watch this video and be afraid, very afraid

3. Human adults take absolute responsibility for what we choose to do every day and we do not believe booze or drugs make anyone do anything they wouldn't do sober but merely offer an excuse/rationalization for stupid and sometimes ugly behavior.

I MAY HAVE MET THE REAL D'EVIL WITH THE BLUE DRESS ON?

I met Brendastophelese, never biblically, 50 years ago in The Mor(m)on Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints/Catholics in their 'Stake Center?' (vampires?) on 17th Ave. in Calgary Alberta Canada, my home town, where I was born; only once my mother (86) says, into a flawed but human 'family unit' where my mother managed every moment of anything that 'happened' in her nests, while, however, allowing my Dad, a decorated minor RCAF/RAF war hero, to be "King of his Castle", he often said, and 'Father Knows Best' as long as he worked for a living and brought home the bacon, earned the bread and, generally, paid for everything.

WORKING GIRLS IN CALGARY ALBERTA, MY HOME TOWN

Brenda; she told me later in life, about 15 years ago now, was, with several other teen and young adult girls 'working' the schools they attended, barn dances, churches and other circumstances where mostly youth gathered hoping, I guess?, to garner 'relationships?' in the classical demented low iQ boy meets girl, girl seduces boy with her charms, girl whines about getting pregnant within a 'dynamic?' encouraged by some, most?, organized religions and primitive States led by psychotics, by their own definitions, even today, who, it seems, see the world as one big brothel for 6+ billion people in 200+ countries within what 'kindergarten' means to creatures that 'have?' kids (livestock?) as pets, toys or dolls, perhaps after 'having?' sex, instead of 'having?' lunch?

WHY I WAS/AM RACIST (XENOCENTRIC?) AND THUS CONTINUE TO FIND most 'WHITE?' WOMEN AND all 'SEXUALS?' AMUSING

In those days, 50 years ago in Calgary AB, I had dozens of always 'white?' girlfriends, non biblically until I got 'married?'.

Some girls were good for an occasional free meal in their parent's homes, others for taking to parties and later, to fraternity functions, and some girls were good for those wonderful ignorance is bliss juvenile conversations among youth, even today, about how things should be, how things could be, if teens ran the world.Most boys being rather dull in that regard. Something to do with inferior brains they say?

Brenda, however, was also fun to observe. But she didn't know where I lived with my parents, never met any of my family or friends, I never took her anywhere that cost money and, generally, didn't trust her then either.

HORRIBLE TORTURED CHILDHOODS ENDURED FOR 22 YEARS OF FREE ROOM AND BOARD

However, over time, Brenda's Storys, BS, about her tortured childhood in little houses enjoying about 22 years of free room and board provided by her father eclipsed any others I'd heard, and a dark shadow began forming in my mind that, to this day, as anyone whose read my blogs can see, has progressively driven me to 'The Dark Side', my wife says, where I don't believe that most people believe what they say is true unless the net result of their rhetoric (sales pitch) somehow benefits them.

NB2- They* said, 50 years ago, my iQ was 150-180, depending on my mood, state of health, how much sleep I'd had and, generally, how good I was at reading English, then deciphering cute puzzles that, even today, bore me. So, at the time, 50 years ago, I'd already been reading for 10 years, and thought Brenda had (and has today I'm sure) a terrific imagination.

THE GREATEST STORYS EVER TOLD TO BRYAN CLIFFORD
'THE MOVIE'

Brenda's Storys began with her answering a still academic question I asked her 52 years ago while driving her home from The University of Calgary (The University of Alberta at Calgary then) in a car, a 1953 Plymouth DualGlide, I think, with both standard and automatic transmission functions that my Dad had bought so my brother and I could learn how to drive, we called Winston, after Winston Churchill who, we'd been told, was also an AC/DC bi-polar drunk and gas guzzling war mongering figment of his own vivid imagination like Adolph Hitler:

Bryan asks- "Is sex as close as a girl (any girl) gets to a boy (any boy)?"

I can still remember the look on Brenda's face and exactly what she said, because I wrote it down later:

Brenda answers- "My father has been teaching me to be a better woman blah blah blah" changed slightly to "I WAS RAPED!!!" about 15 years ago, 1997, when I asked Brenda "where was your mother?" ---> referring to a little 1300 sq. ft. house in Forest Lawn in Calgary Alberta. A mother? who was home about 100% of the time, not driving or working outside the house I'd been a guest in from time to time?

WELSH AND OTHER MATRIARCHAL TRIBAL 'FAMILY?' VALUES VS
HUMAN FAMILY VALUES

Joyce Greep nee Joyce Williams, was from Wales, she'd been a scullery maid in England, as The Storys went, and met Jim Greep, a Canadian soldier teaching electronics there, i.e. not fighting in the war. Joyce met Jim by, Brenda said, "falling down stairs" at one of those 'mixers' after the war where, in theory, The English were thanking Americans and Canadians for helping save them from German plans for world domination of The 3rd Reich, a function of The First Reich, The 1000 year old Holy Roman Empire aka The Roman Catholic Church. But really, I've been told, were trying to get rid of as many of Joyce's sort as possible, who was, Brenda said, already pregnant when she met Jim. Probably 'knocked up' by another servant, Brenda said, so lost her job, was disgraced in England and had to find someone dumb enough to take her back to Canada and support herlifestyle expectation.

Jim thus being seduced into that role by Joyce feighning helplessness, falling down stairs, and attracting the attention of a gallant fellow who, even though he didn't like me, always treated me with kindness and respect.

Jim Greep was from Golden BC, a mining town, where, Brenda mused (1996) amid hours of droning conversations about herself:

"Grandpa (Greep) couldn't have been trading vegetables for sex with native children, like they said, because I've traveled all over the world at public expense and have been a teacher for 30 years, I know you aren't very bright Bryan and I'll tell you even more Storys, but increasingly couched in bizarre history I have a Master's Degree in from The University of Oregon.... where I was also a 'working girl' defining 'men?' by race per dozens, perhaps hundreds, of 'relationships?', all biblical, including w/ 2 'husbands?' recruited for 'double incomes' toward, I think, eventually, convincing myself that I can fool all the people all the time because, like, I'm somewhat smarter than you Bryan and much smarter than my parents."

PSYCHOTICS, BY THEIR OWN DEFINITION, LIKE TO TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES

"Brenda's Storys" BS, (1995-1997) while excruciatingly boring and told with subtle reference to and asking me to read "feel good" nonsense written by philosophically corrupt morons, like Depak Chopra; who, however, make a good living helping other idiots rationalize their behaviors in terms of no-one having control over what they choose to do every day, were told with 'visual aids' including hundreds of pictures and photos and one hideous drawing of Brenda done by a guy on LSD, she said, perhaps seeing the twisted ugly soul and contorting mind of a rather mixed up and confused function of what, in my opinion, precipitates every evil on Earth, even today---> socially and otherwise illiterate pervert parents and teachers who should not be anywhere near human children let alone getting paid to teach rediculous history and/or other nonsense to American (or Canadian) children.

More of Brenda's rhetoric paraphrased for brevity:

"I'm saving the world from poverty (required to define my lifestyle ambitions) and injustice (law in The USA and Canada favors the rich who can pay prostitute defense attorneys to confuse legal processes) while I, however, am teaching American children, grade 12 honors social studies in Portland OR, The Beaver State?, including by example, how to get all that's possibly civil and good for me if I can enjoy lifestyles of the rich and famous, i.e. wealthy and obviously emotionally disturbed, after retiring with 3 pensions after selling my house at 11612 SW 41st in Portland OR for $165K US and enjoying tax free 'capital gains', a teacher's perk in Oregon, then buying even bigger and more expensive houses to live alone in....with pictures of my 'family?', the largest being of Jim Greep, my abusive monster father who raped me, I told Bryan, among other 'mug shots' perhaps now including hundreds of pictures in photo albums of people (victims?) but non of my mother Joyce Greep, whom I resemble at the same ages?"

SEVERAL PEOPLE FROM MY YOUTH IN CALGARY HAVE TRACKED ME DOWN, ALWAYS, EVENTUALLY, IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, ASKING FOR MONEY

'Brenda's Storys', BS, for me, went on for 50 years or so, including her tracking me down several times in Vancouver BC then Victoria BC and phoning me (I've been listed in the telephone directories as Bryan Clifford for the past 40 years; I'm real easy to find, even now) saying, last time this 'happened' "Bryan you created me" (1995) that, I guess?, makes me responsible for what Brenda Lavender of Anacortes WA is today? A frightening thought.

SUBTLE VARIATIONS ON A THEME BY A VERY CLEVER FEE-MALE WHO PROFILES 'MEN?' TO ASSESS EMOTIONAL VULNERABILITY AMONG STUPID ADULT AGED BOYS PERHAPS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO 'MOTHER?' THEM? ---> "MOMMIES BOYS?' BUT ALSO SEEKING 'DOUBLE INCOME' POTENTIALS TOWARD, AND THIS IS REALLY AMUSING, TRYING TO BUY CLASS FROM STORES, CAR DEALERS AND REAL-ESTATE BROKERS THAT MERELY ALLOWS SOCIALLY AND OTHERWISE ILLITERATE SLOBS TO MAKE FOOLS OF THEMSELVES TO COMMON, EVERYDAY, NORMAL AVERAGE AMERICANS WHO LIVE AND WORK FOR A LIVING IN ANACORTES WA, FOR EXAMPLE.

However, I have recently spoken to several other boys who've also heard 'Brenda's Storys', BS, with subtle variations that, it seems, depends on Brenda's opinion (profiling of) her audience; including her siblings, her employers and 'colleagues?' police,parents and other geniuses, in terms of what I'll call 'gullibility'.

MY GULLIBILTY iQ AT 64

My gullibility quotient, GQ, may be quite low, however, and, as I've aged has perhaps reached almost zero?

For example, my wife and her brats, who call me dad, and much else I'm sure, expect near divine wisdom of me today as I've become old and sick (cancer) and perhaps happily senile (eccentric they say) and dumber and dumber. Yet many folks flatterer me as being (at least as) intelligent (as them)?

WHAT SANE WOMEN WANT VS PROSTITUTION AS A PROFESSION= 'MARRIAGE?' AS A CONTRACT BETWEEN SOCIALLY AND OTHERWISE ILLITERATE SAVAGES 'MATING?' LIKE BEASTS TO PRODUCE 'KIDS' (LIVESTOCK) WITHIN WHAT KINDERGARTEN MEANS TO PSYCHOTICS, BY THEIR OWN DEFINITIONS, THAT SOMEHOW OBJECTIFY HUMAN CHILDREN AS PETS, TOYS OR DOLLS AS IF THEY WERE NEVER CHILDREN THEMSELVES

The common 'thread?' in Brenda's Storys. BS, seems to be consistent with a fee-male perception among socially and otherwise illiterate emotionally disturbed psychotic; by their own definitions, woe'men?', of both official sexes I guess?, that 'men?" are all functions of 'what women want' from adult aged boys; Mel Gibson if he was broke... and short, and not very bright?

For example-

-When I told Brenda's Storys to my mother in 1998, she said:

"Bryan you may be 'too intelligent'?" a term I had heard before, mostly from teachers

-When I told Brenda's Story's, BS, to my wife she said:

" I hope you haven't become a 'woman hater'?" a term I'd never heard or thought of before

-When I told the 4 now young adult children in my care who call me dad Brenda's Storys they said, in concert, but silently:

" Holy shit... I'd better not tell dad anything I don't want him to remember" I hoped

-When, in 1997, Brenda read 2 of her Storys I'd written in cartoon formats where she was the narrator and main character, Brenda said:

"there's no middle?" (body) ---> i.e. not seeing herself in The Storys, that are, generally, about socially and otherwise illiterate yet very well paid 'teachers?' teaching BS to 5-8 year old children, to conform to the expectations of equally socially and otherwise illiterate parents today who farm their children out to day-care and schools ASAP to make 'double incomes' while 'single parents?' try to milk society for help, most often because they had no idea a guy could lose his job and become baggage etc..

My Storys (mysteries?) are also based on my experiences with schools in Victoria BC, that seem to be infested, even today, with rote inculcated (brainwashed) adult aged children who, for example, couldn't read this blog on a bet.

NB- Sadly too, and somewhat embarrassing for me now, if, in fact, any of what I heard was true, I made up "Poor Me Storys" plotting myself into the Storys I was being told as if I was part of the 'family?' being described. Sure, even today, that the Storys were either complete fabrications trying to garner sympathy from gallant boys, or perhaps exaggerated into epics of biblical proportions over 50 years of BS with conflicting times and dates, allusions to convenient lapses of memory... and, most recently, not showing up in Court so I could interrogate Brenda Lavender there. That would have been a hoot.... several judges and lawyers, councilors, sane police and others agreed.

WHAT FASCINATES ME TODAY ABOUT HOW ADULT AGED CHILDREN THINK

What fascinates me, as you can probably tell, is what my best friend Brenda, she said several times in 1995-98 when I was trying to help her out, including psychologically, thinks I think.

At 50 years old about 15 years ago Brenda had few teeth left, was pudgy and smelly wearing way too much makeup, eating like a pig, dressing like a vampire, hiding vodka in closets, watching porn on TV and weird movies with her similar minded 'friends', was embarrassing to be seen with, was using the movie "Robin Hood" with Kevin Costner to teach English history to grade 12 students at Lake Oswego Senior High, was wandering around at public expense, including to Japan, with American children, then, she said, adopting respect for Japanese culture that, as you may know, includes Shinto that is exactly like Catholicism. Especially with attention to human children as potential "sex objects" as objectified by Japanese and Catholic 'men?', even today, who are, however, direct functions of what Japanese and Catholic women want... where, I was told, Japanese and Roman 'mothers?' masturbate their male babies to make sure, along with 'breast feeding' that, eventually, a Japanese or Roman male will, Brenda said, " do just about anything to seduce me, especially Samurai or today's Romans (mafioso?) , but I don't like Japanese men, but blacks Like Kenny Smith are OK, except if they want to get 'married?' because daddy wouldn't like that, but Mexican and men from South America are fun, especially if they take nude pictures of me I can show Bryan to, perhaps, entice him into a 'relationship?' to make John jealous enough to add his estate to mine until I get rid of him too, hoping everyone will feel sorry for me, and I can get even more money from 'men?' who keep raping me like my daddy did, I told Bryan, even though I'm just a baby... innocent and vulnerable and, even at 63 years old Sept. 1st last, I' m never sure what I'm doing, exactly, because I'm such a 'social butterfly' (prostitute?) that no-one will ever figure out how smart I am " (1998) <--paraphrased for Blogger. The actual Stories are biblical in both scope and nature, including, of course, The Story of Lot where Brenda gets her father Jim drunk in a cave (Plato's Cave?) telling Jim that the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah (as Hero-shima and Naga-saki?) was 'the end of the world' and, since Brenda's mother Joyce looked back and probably noticed that Brenda was as strong as an ox and,even today, is probably attacking vulnerable 'men?' or paying for 'sex having?', Joyce pretended to be a 'pillar of salt' while Brenda and Jim, and Dorothy and Jim and Joy and Jim, endeavored to re-populate the world (The Holy Land?) using Jim's 'seed?' planted in Brenda and her sisters, Brenda said, while, I guess?, making them all "better women" as taught by a guy I went fishing with in Oregon, The Beaver State?, who said:

WHAT JIM GREEP SAID ABOUT BRENDA'S STORYS, BS

"Bullshit... I never touched her!"

This when I told Jim Greep 'Brenda's Story' (1965) while visiting Joyce and Jim, Dorothy and Joy (Douglas Greep, now an RCMP officer, was still in Calgary living in Jim and Joyce's house there) when Brenda was attending The University of Oregon.

Brenda by then had enjoyed about 22 years of free room and board, and her tuition paid by Jim Greep, drove new cars to school... from a Little House in Eugene OR, The Beaver State?, where, once again, Brenda tried to get me into bed to, I thought; especially after her Storys, join Jim and dozens of others in perhaps, a version of 'Rosemary's Baby' where, if you've seen that movie, Rosemary seduces The Devil/Satan, whatever?, resulting in,I guess?, Dameon, The Son of God (in the image of man with horns and goat feet etc?) of 'The Omen' where Brenda is "The Mother", but blames a Satanic Cult and her husband for making her do stuff because, I guess?, she couldn't get away from a realy big house and everything being paid for etc.?

DO 'KIDS' (LIVESTOCK) FORGET?

This blog, as you can see, is about 'child abuse' by Parents and other Adults who must seem like Gods (in the image of man?) to babies.

Children who today, should all have Dell Computers with cameras intigrated with crib intercomes so sane Parents can watch to see if demons are visiting the child in the night or it's just Uncle Jim teaching them to be 'better women?',

WHEN, WHERE, HOW DOES CHILD ABUSE BEGIN AND WHY DON'T CHILDREN, WHEN THEY CAN, TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT IT?

Psychological and physical 'child abuse' begins at birth by sub-human fee-males who're sure, however, they say, that 'kids forget?'.

Abused children don't tell the truth because they assume that all Adults are monsters, perhaps Gods (in the image of man?) involved in a conspiracy that includes schools and paychotic teachers, by their own definitions, where, as in Canada and The USA, about 100% of teachers in 'the early grades' are very well paid women... women we must hope are sane?

WHAT THIS BLOG IS DESIGNED TO DO

Yet you, gentle reader, if you've been able to read this far, and remember the thesis, perhaps with effort, like I can, you remember everything that 'happened?' when you were baby, infant and toddler.

Nothing much 'happened' to me as a child, however, except a couple of spankings, for good reason. I was spoiled brat with, eventually, my own bedroom, den and bathroom in a little house in SW Calgary where every moment of anything that 'happened' was managed by my mother.

WHY MY BLOGS ARE SO, WELL, ODD

My blogs on Blogger for the past 2 years or so, have been an attempt to, eventually, lead to this and subsequent blogs about 'human family values' contrasted to how the geniuses who have diamonds and dogs as best friends and, it seems, prefer the company of shiny rocks and (other) beasts, while defining themselves and everyone else as "sexuals" of one sort or another; who, you'll agree, shouldn't be anywhere near human children let alone Parents or Teachers or in public (funded) office anywhere on Earth today.

Also I find global thinking and world visions and at least Universal or bigger delusions and hallucinations about 6+ billion people in 200+ countries on Earth today living like American movie and TV stars do an exiting prospect for me if I could, say, get elected into public (funded) office in Canada or The USA and play house and play family like 12 year olds would, they say, if my class, grade 7 honors social studies were all, say, rich and famous i.e. wealthy and obviously emotionally disturbed like most of these geniuseshttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_billionaires?

PLEASE HELP ME MAKE FUN OF OBVIOUSLY EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED ADULT AGED CHILDREN WHO'RE PLAYING HOUSE AND PLAYING FAMILY TRYING TO IMPRESS 'THE POOR' REQUIRED AS AUDIENCES FOR ROYALTY AND OTHER SOCIAL RETARDS

If you have any "Poor Me Storys" of your own about your tortured childhood when a "Monster Father Figure"; whose most often away much of the time working for a living or in the military, was torturing, abusing, raping and otherwise annoying you in a little house where everyone knew exactly what was 'happening', where an angelic "Mother Figure", who was home about 100% of the time, not driving or working outside the home, ever, however, didn't know, she said, what was going on Please Email ---> Bryan Clifford BsD (Oxford) ASAP, I'm bored (retired) and need a laugh.

I'd be especially interested in hearing from RCMP Sergeant Douglas Greep of the Campbell River BC detachment, last I checked, , Brenda's younger brother, with his 'interpretation' of what Brenda says went on in a little house in Calgary I'd been a guest in from time to time.

Or, in fact, anyone who may know the truth. Cause, as you can see, I don't believe "Brenda Lavender", or whatever she's calling herself now, has ever believed a word she's said?

Truly,

Arthur "Bryan Clifford"

- home pfone ---> 604 52zero- sixtysixonetwo, or look up Bryan and Pamela Clifford in the directory
-cell# ---> 604 thirtyfoursix- double zero ten, days only, I need my sleep


*they- characters who make up tests to measure the intelligence of of others while they somehow objectify us as if they're not people themselves? Aliens? Gods? Psychotics?

And don't criminals, predatory salespeople and too many politicians, generally, objectify others as victims... human resources... peasants...suckers ... etc.?